Death Of Curt Lemon

We were crossing the river, heading toward west into the mountains. Like always Curt and Rat were goofing off they were kids at heart, and thats all the knew how to act. I kept walking. There was no sunlight at all, the coolness in the shade felt better then the hot sun.
Then all I remember was hearing a sound, a sound that was going to change Curt Lemon's life forever. Then then sun appeared. Like almost the sun killing our good friend.
Then Curt's body flung into the tree. Nobody knew what to say, a moment so great turn into a moment of silence.
The moment of silence seem so long. Each secong seeming like a hour.
Curt Lemon's body was blow to the side of the tree.
We could'nt leave the body suck on the side of the tree. So with each body part we peeled it off the tree.
It was such a hard thing to do. I was almost in tears. I looked over to Rat, he didnt know what to think. I felt bad for Rat, he was the closest to Curt then anybody at war.

Going Near The Canda Broader

I got in the car. My heart pounding, my mind foggy, and my hands shaky. I didnt know what to do, the only thing I could think of was to drive to Canda to clear my racing mind.
I just got a letter that said I was going into war. I dont want to go to war, I'm not that kind of person but if I didnt go I would be letting so many people down. My family and close friends would look at me different, like I'm not even me anymore.
Im so lost and so confused. I'm so young and I don't want to die yet, and I for sure don't want to let anybody down. Everybody I care about is waiting to see if I go to war or run away like a little child.
The pressure is going to make my head exploded. I'm behind the wheel of my car. My mind somewhere other then the road.
I'm scared, what if I make the wrong choice? What if I go to war and I fail everybody anyways? What if I cross the broader, and I can't come back to my family and friends again? What if I have to keep running for the rest of my life? Running from war, running from guilt,running from everybody, even from myslef.
After hours and hours thinking about the thoughts that keep running through my mind, I finally reach close to the broader. I got out of my car, my legs feeling weak. I could barely stand. My stomach feeling as weak as my legs. I stare straight to a Lodge Called Tip Top Lodge. Here I will decide if I go to war or not.